Chile 1973: a Testimony, a Demand and a Poem

By Roberto E. Leni Olivares


Mr. Leni Olivares coordinates the Cuba Language School program of Global Exchange, and is enrolled in the M.A. program of Writing and Consciousness in the New College of California. This text was read during a vigil-demonstration at the School of the Americas, Georgia, on November 22, 1998.



It was 25 years ago, a quarter of a century, a life-time for so many people. For many Chileans, it is a long time to forget. I was eleven years old the day of the military coup in Chile. On the 11th of September 1973, the military killed the first democratically elected socialist president the world had seen. They invaded people's homes, killed thousands of Chileans, tortured many thousands more, disappeared many fathers, mothers, sisters and brothers of my friends, and compelled more than two thirds of the country's population to live in a state of terror and hunger. According to the Colombian Nobel Prize novelist Gabriel García Márquez, one million Chileans were forced into exile.

The brutal dictatorship lasted seventeen long years; books were burned publicly in the streets, social sciences departments in all universities were closed down and banned, and for a period of time even Andean musical instruments were made illegal. The country lived under a state of siege for more than two years, curfew was not lifted for at least seven of the seventeen years. By the time the military stepped aside, and allowed for what Chileans call a "democracia light", or a "low fat-democracy", five million Chileans, more than one third of the population, lived in extreme poverty. Some economists have termed this the economic miracle of Latin America.

I was about to finish my eighth grade year one gray morning in September. I was up early to attend school and share a cup of tea and a piece of bread from the day before with my mother. I looked out the window and saw that our house was being surrounded by hundreds of soldiers. Seven or nine of them with their faces painted black, in full gear, with their fingers on the triggers of M-16s stormed through the door and told my mother that she should take the young children out of the house with her, for everyone else was to be detained. My mother held my younger brother in her arms, while my little sister and I grabbed onto her dress with stiff fingers and eyes open wide with fear.

Four of my brothers who were sleeping in the back room of the house were taken out in their underwear. With their hands on their heads, they made them lay flat in the back of a truck and took them to concentration camps set up by the military Junta. My brother Ricardo, fourteen years old, was taken to the Military School and held for seven days in captivity. He saw men and women executed in the back-yard of the school, cut in half by the bullets of the machine guns--nightmare images that to this day he cannot forget.

My brothers Rubén, René, and Raúl were taken first to the Lebu, a ship used as a prison for the initial months of the coup. They were periodically showered with cold salt water, kicked and beaten. Ruben came home three months later, and we did not recognize him. He was beaten so badly his face was completely disfigured and his entire body was bruised. He was eighteen years old.

René was twenty years old and Raúl was twenty four. They were later taken to the concentration camp of Puchuncavi, where they were made into force-labor, beaten and questioned unexpectedly at any time during the day or night. Raúl, spent weeks in solitary confinement. After six months, he was moved to Chacabuco, a concentration camp in the far north of Chile. After all the torture he was submitted to, he was told he was not going to be able to walk again, but fortunately a year later he was sent into exile to Denmark and was one of the first patients of the program for survivors of torture.

Ten School of the Americas graduates are among the thirty Chilean officers cited in the recent Augusto Pinochet case. Along with the former dictator they are accused of genocide, terrorism, and torture. Although Pinochet did not attend the US Army training school, visitors to the SOA in 1991 could view a note from Pinochet and his ceremonial sword on display in the Commandant's office (cited in SOA Watch press release, 11/11/98). I implicate the School of the Americas in what happened to my family and so many other Chileans during this time.

My father, at age fifty four spent one thousand days in jail. Tortures consisted in being hung with a rope from the ceiling with a short stick between his knees, his arms naked and shivering from the cold water that was thrown, electric shock to the testicles and other sensitive parts of the body, under the feet and hand nails, gums. Some early mornings he was blind folded, taken out of the cell to the courtyard and told that he was going to be executed. He would hear the machine guns pass the bullets after being set against one of the prison walls. Loud orders were given and after a long silence the soldiers would laugh. His worst torture he used to tell me, was not knowing where his children were and whether the rest of us had enough to eat.

I learned many important things from my father, and he spoke for hours on end about the real history, the people's history of the United States. I know the great majority of the people of this nation would never support the kinds of atrocities committed in their name. The School of the Americas, known throughout South America and the Caribbean, as The School of Assassins, has been responsible for training cruelty and murder--the kind of inhumane torture that my father and brothers had to endure. The training of violence must end. We ask, we plead, we demand, the immediate closure of the School of the Americas.



Poema XI
por Roberto Leni

Qué vida más larga hacia la muerte
llevan sus pasos decrépitos
un sonido a gotera que no deja dormir
es sangre de cañería humana
eco ensordecedor de carne desgarrada a tirones
torcida de rabia

Decretó
a su propio pueblo
una herida larga como la geografía
vendió por dólares las ballenas
por atn a los delfines
arrancó de raíz las Araucarias
aplastó con inmensas llantas de camiones leñeros
la flor del Copihúe
cambió por Coca el cargamento de los barcos del puerto
y por Smog
cambió Puro Chile es tu cielo azulado de Santiago

Cambió por pasta base
el pan y la leche a los niños de La Serena
por tanques, aviones y entrenamientos a torturadores
las riquezas del Cobre Nacionalizado
y por un televisor la conciencia del minero

De Iquique hizo un comercio
hasta llegar a Arica y en cada farol
una jovencita vendiendo su cuerpo

Su boca avinagró el lenguaje de la poesía
la vendimia de nuestros sueños
Pinochet fue la peor sequía en nuestra historia

Es largo tu camino hacia la muerte dictador
como tu juicio es eterno
y cada vez que nazca un niño
y con él una sonrisa
y cada vez que se eduque
una niña humilde en Chile
Se hará tu sentencia

 

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